i am the worse person

i am terrible..
why should i even live.....


IF i cant even make the one i love happy ?
i make her sad
i love her too much

i ruin her life
i mess it up
she could of lived without me but no i messed it up..
what should i do

i hate my self

tay you know i love you ..

you care about me but i care too much about u
u love me but i love you too much
we cant see each other but i wish we could....
i couldn live without u coz u complete me
we get depressed ...i kno i get bad
i think u do too
i want to slice blade across my arm but i dnt coz it'll hurt u :(
i cant hurt you